A dark and quiet night....
She's sleeping tiredly on the table....
She's trying to finish her assignment...
(She get the 'friend that doing assignment' name from here... XD)
And me?
Writing my very very own feeling...
In this quiet night....
We didn't quarrel...
We didn't tell jokes whole night....
We didn't talk about people's gossips...
We didn't...
We are just doing our very very ordinary thing... :)
And then... He's calling...
Ya... long long time didn't talk to him already... :)
I'm sure that he's missing me... haha...
They came to my house to overnight...
We supposed to share our long long journey during these months...
We planned to study together besides sharing our stories....
Hmm.... Well, someone was feeling sleepy... XD
And Jin was busying with her assignment...
As YH said when we were eating wah tan hor together...
She wants such uni/college life like this in future...
Some are eating supper...
Some are doing assignment...
Some are facing their laptop...
Ya... it's a great feeling...
Although everyone was not communicating with each other...
But everyone can feel the presence of others...
Everyone is appreciating each other :)
I do had such life in college since last year...
But the feeling becomes stronger in this quiet night...
This is the first time we do our stuffs together in a same room... in the same night... :)
I felt lonelier and lonelier in college...
And seems like becoming further an further with friends after i got into boarding college...
While... It's proved that my prediction was wrong...
They never forget me...
Gosh! I love you all!!!
I can't remember...
Since when.... I called her jay...
Since when.... she called me Dwinkle...
And I can't even remember where's the name come from... =,=
First... Dwing Dwing.... then Dwinkle... cute huh? :)
In 2008, Jay left our sweet home to fight for her dream...
I was left alone...
I always miss her voice, her stupid face... :) no doubt!
I miss to bully her... hehe...
Since that year... I miss her.... a lot....
2009, Jay had passed her SPM with flying colours...
Absolutely colorful flying colors...
Everyone was proud of her... including me, of course! :)
She's super-duple excellent...
No one can replace her in my heart...
She's always my idol to follow and step up...
I always try to achieve what she had achieved... even more than what she had...
But my pride kills me...
I'm not as great as Jay...
She's humble, kind, hardworking [that's the main point...], sweet, teachers love her!
Oh Jay... Big Man creates you to defeat me.... XD
Sounds like pasrah habis right? hahahaXD
Let's beat about the bush....
JAY!!! YOU'RE MY IDOL!!!!
2010, Jay went to Kedah to continue her journey...
And along her journey... she never forget us...
She calls Daddy and Mummy everyday... till now...
She posted presents/letters to me for special events...
First...
I got this...
I was so excited when my friend told me I got letter from Jay... :)
Second...
I got this...
It's my Christmas gift... a little-tittle cute keychain... how lovely she is... :)
Third...
And Jay said maybe it will be the last letter that she post to me...
It's my birthday gift!!! Touched with the surprise... :)
And there's a sentence that I wouldn't forget, written in my birthday card...
Try to see the world with a 17-year-old view... nice huh? :)
Jay bought a pair of earring for me :)
Time flies... Jay is going to end up her Matriculation journey soon...
And along her journey... These are what I got and proved that,
SHE NEVER FORGET ME... :)
Jay... sometimes I may let you down...
But you know what....
In the deepest place in my heart...
I always compete with you with my achievements...
I tried to let you down... just because I'd lost in the silent competition in my heart....
I salute you, dear... :)
You are my heroin!!! hahaha...XD
Hey Jay...
Something to share with you...
Check this out... :)
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