I love her...

[10 January 2011, with a wet nose...]

Mummy came to visit me yesterday...
Brought my clothes and lunch for me...
I don't know why... I have a stronger-than-before appreciation to my family members...
Deep from my heart...
Daddy, Mummy, and of course, SuperBro and Jay...
Maybe due to the less rate of using handset in hostel...
Less messaging and talking on phone...
But always contact Mummy and Jay...
Furthermore becoming more struggle in academies than last year...
I really have no time for those entertainments but study all day long and sleep early...

After Mummy went back home, I was going to take a nap...
I checked on old messages in the inbox, preparing the mood for the nap...
Well, I saw a date, accidentally...
# 4 January 2011 #

Gosh! How familiar the date is!
It's Mummy birthday and I never wish her?!
How could this happened?
I texted Mummy immediately...
"Mummy! I'd forgotten something very important!"
Mummy didn't reply... I slept in a damn bad mood...

Before the preparation class, I got a message form Mummy...
"What?"
Although it's just a meaningless 'What?', but I feel like wanna burst into tears...
And Mummy called me before I could sent out my reply...
"What's the matter?"
"Mummy..." [trying to control the tears...]
"What's wrong?" [seems worrying...]
"I'd forgotten to wish you on your birthday..."
"Haiyo... It's okay... Mummy didn't blame you on this..."
"I'm sorry..."
"Mummy know you're struggling hard, right? Take it easy, girl! Mummy's still alive... You still got chance to wish me on time next year! And I know you'll give me the best birthday gift - your SPM result.... right? Show me your effort!"
"Happy Birthday, Mummy..." [started crying...]
"Ya... Thanks for the belated wish... okay... okay... don't waste your time here... go and study... take care kay..."
"Bye-bye Mummy..."


Gosh...
I love you Mummy...
I won't let you down for one more time...
You can keep my words...