Well, I'd accumulated a lot of topics that I wanna talk in Sensy, but due to the laziness. AGAIN. I didn't even update and just leave those topics on my sticky notes. LOL
However, I am now updating Sensy for the sake of de-Feeling to update Sensy EAGERLY but not about any topics that I wrote in my sticky notes.
Before I start my story, I wanna tell the world A FEW THINGS,
1. THIS IS NOT ANGER.
2. THIS IS NOT DEPRESSION.
3. THIS IS NOT DISAPPOINTMENT.
4. NO OFFENSE. IF YOU FEEL LIKE I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU. GO GET YOUR LIFE. -,-
Long long time ago, there's a girl born with no front teeth. She always get jelly with the rabbits because they have big, fat, front teeth that can eat carrots easily. LOL. Friends tease her. [Uggh. I don't like this.] And this becomes an issue. Whenever people around her talk about her missing front teeth, she'll get down. LIKE SERIOUSLY DOWN. At last, she made up her mind, she will never smile to anyone again in her life. [Ah, that's sad.] Well, you know right, when you stop smiling at people and give them the you-owe-me-10-bucks-face, guess what, you won't get friends, even one or even half. LOL. Don't talk about photos. She will never take photos anymore. Whose fault you tell me. Whose fault. Is it her fault to miss out the front teeth?! Is it her parents' fault who passed down the genes?! Is it their fault?! YOU TELL ME!
I'm not angry now. Hmm. I just realized that, when I made up my mind few years ago, that I will never ever ever ever ever wear short pants in my life, that's what I think, like the girl. [If you asked me why, means you want me to show you my mid-fingerS. -,-] I just can't stand and I have no idea what and how to respond when there are people asking you about this. If I were still the "me" like two years ago, I'll break down and cry, or flip the table or something else. LOL. Surprisingly, today, I didn't.
I have eyes to see the world. [brown color some more, everyone envy you know! XD]
I have nose to smell the world. [Ah, my nose very ugly. -,-]
I have mouth to speak to the world. [Yea, I have big big voice.]
I have hands to play with the world. [Piano!]
I have legs to walk around the world. [At least I can walk. :O]
What else you want from HIM?
Pretty face? I'm satisfied now. TEEHEE. Intelligent brain? Err, this one, I prefer my stupid cute little brain that love to think stupid things now. LOL. [And mummy says too-smart girls make guys feeling stress HAHA] Bunch of fans? NYEH. I have bunch of FRIENDS. That's more than enough. =D
I'd changed over years, I guess, at least not THAT sensitive anymore like before.
Happy for me? Do you? Do you? XD
But BigMan, I need more confidence. =/ I just can't bear with it when someone that I really cherish A LOT do/say the things that I... [can I use the word "HATE"?]
However, no matter how much I like you, If you can't love the worst of me, you don't deserve the best of me. I'm going to remain everything unchanged till the end.
Oh, you don't like it? GET LOST.