Fill in the emptiness in my soul....

I had a great time with them...
Gosh... I love them so much...!

*My besties... I love them... T__T*

It's almost the end of 2010, and I had a wonderful time with them before I leave for the place I learn how to stand by my own feet...
We had a steamboat... and everyone was eating happily... :)
I'm glad to have them!
They just filled up the emptiness in my soul...
All the time...
I'd tried to focus on my soul...
I don't wanna care what people think about me...
I don't wanna care to say anything bad about people...
And I just focus on my soul!
I tried to find out what really I want...
What really I wish to do...
And what really I couldn't forget for a long time...

It'd been half a year...
He's trying to forget me and so do I...
But the fact is... when we are more determined to forget something... the harder we forget it...
And it will always be in our mind... and took a little piece of your soul away...
This time... we'll need them! Ya! Friends!
They are always filling up the part that someone took away in my soul...
I love you guys... T__T

In the end of the year...
I have a lot of things to dedicate to my family members and friends....

Firstly,
Daddy and Mummy... You'd always do the best thing for us and always stand by my side whenever I was hurt... I love you Daddy and Mummy... :)

SuperBro and Jay... I'm going to apologize to you if I'd done any mistakes on you... And I'm sorry! I do appreciate the moment we'd been together... :'( I miss you, Babe...

Friends... Dear! We're going for the final 'battle'! It's the SPM!!! Let us do our best on it...! We all can do it! Thank you for everyone because I failed to make myself without you all... I love you guyz! Thank you for completing my 'soul puzzle'!!! XD

SGG... I apologized for everything I'd done... It's another year... and I'm going to rush up my life again... Did you remember your promises? You said you'll wait for me... but I know it's hard... Half a year ago... I hurt you deeply... And I'm totally understand about your words... You rather to hurt me than mislead me with a lie right? I'm going to give you time! And take your time dear... as you say... keep going on in MY life and never stop for waiting someone... I'll try my best... :)


I admit that I do feel empty in this holiday especially in the end of the holiday and the year...
A weird feeling just rooted in my heart...
It's trying to tell me that I've something I haven't reach my own goal and I've something I'd forgotten...

I must love my life... so I can focus on my soul well... :) I love you, L-I-F-E...


May GOD bless everyone's 2011! best of luck to you! :)

*Life is like an analogy...*




*Love my life... :)*