I had a great time with them...
Gosh... I love them so much...!

*My besties... I love them... T__T*

It's almost the end of 2010, and I had a wonderful time with them before I leave for the place I learn how to stand by my own feet...
We had a steamboat... and everyone was eating happily... :)
I'm glad to have them!
They just filled up the emptiness in my soul...
All the time...
I'd tried to focus on my soul...
I don't wanna care what people think about me...
I don't wanna care to say anything bad about people...
And I just focus on my soul!
I tried to find out what really I want...
What really I wish to do...
And what really I couldn't forget for a long time...

It'd been half a year...
He's trying to forget me and so do I...
But the fact is... when we are more determined to forget something... the harder we forget it...
And it will always be in our mind... and took a little piece of your soul away...
This time... we'll need them! Ya! Friends!
They are always filling up the part that someone took away in my soul...
I love you guys... T__T

In the end of the year...
I have a lot of things to dedicate to my family members and friends....

Firstly,
Daddy and Mummy... You'd always do the best thing for us and always stand by my side whenever I was hurt... I love you Daddy and Mummy... :)

SuperBro and Jay... I'm going to apologize to you if I'd done any mistakes on you... And I'm sorry! I do appreciate the moment we'd been together... :'( I miss you, Babe...

Friends... Dear! We're going for the final 'battle'! It's the SPM!!! Let us do our best on it...! We all can do it! Thank you for everyone because I failed to make myself without you all... I love you guyz! Thank you for completing my 'soul puzzle'!!! XD

SGG... I apologized for everything I'd done... It's another year... and I'm going to rush up my life again... Did you remember your promises? You said you'll wait for me... but I know it's hard... Half a year ago... I hurt you deeply... And I'm totally understand about your words... You rather to hurt me than mislead me with a lie right? I'm going to give you time! And take your time dear... as you say... keep going on in MY life and never stop for waiting someone... I'll try my best... :)


I admit that I do feel empty in this holiday especially in the end of the holiday and the year...
A weird feeling just rooted in my heart...
It's trying to tell me that I've something I haven't reach my own goal and I've something I'd forgotten...

I must love my life... so I can focus on my soul well... :) I love you, L-I-F-E...


May GOD bless everyone's 2011! best of luck to you! :)

*Life is like an analogy...*




*Love my life... :)*

A few days more, I'm going back to that place.
The place I learnt to step on my own feet...
I'm going back and be with them... :)

*My lovely classmates...*

There are 25 of us... :)

`Taqi, he always give helping hands and listen to me + give me advices when I got into trouble...

`Nizzam, he's the president of the class and I'm his good assistant. He's a cool guy and be quiet most of the time...

`Akmal, he's the most quiet and shy boy in the class... He's a kind man though :)

`Heknes, the only Indian boy in the class... He's clever indeed... [but a bit selfish =,=]

`Din, his father is a Chinese marrying a Malay... but he doesn't have any Chinese look... =,=

`Muhaimin, he's a good guy and nice to talk to him, but once he gets angry... hoho....

`Azmeer, he sneezes damn LOUDLY... sometimes he 'battle' with other class student with his big sneezing sound... haha...

`Mail, he's the most weirdo in the class, lol... I just don't why he always wear slippers to preparation class... =,= [Mail... try to follow the school rules! XD]

`Haris, the professor that having good pointers in the class... he loves bio but hates History...XD He helped me a lot in academics... :) Thanks Haris...

`Azam, he's hardworking ACTUALLY, and has a nice handwriting than me... =,=

`G-Bot, I have no idea with his nickname, but he brings a lot of fun in my class since his presence... :) Nice job G-Bot...

`Adieb, he's a cute guy, well, sometimes he may be rude to teachers but he's the happy angel in our batch! :) Great to have him in our class...

`Harith, he's handsome... sincerely... And I love his smile!!! We had great times and we are going to study together and strive for our SPM dreams together in 2011!!! Wish us luck! :)

`Zikry, he's a LDP [something like prefects...] and he did jobs well... :) He always be my favorite leader in any occasion...

`Nazrin, OMG! He's cute! And adorable! Haha... he always laugh like a teddy bear and he felt disappointed when he got his pointer... His target is above 3.5! Nazrin, bless you! :)



Ok... now girls...



`Ireeny, she's caring :) She always lead us [including boys] in activities and she's a good listener... She helped a few times when I was depressed till I can't concentrate on my studies... Thanks a lot, Ireeny! :)

`Shaz, the little one... She's short but cute! She's a strong little girl although she faced a lot of obstacles in this year... I can feel her strength that can make a falling tree to stop falling :)

`Mimie, my deskmate... She's quite mysterious and she doesn't like to share her little private secret with us... She's not selfish and she trusted us, of course! She just don't want others to share the sadness with her... :)

`Syaza, she miss her previous school a lot and she'd planned to leave the present college... Since July or August I think, she started to accept everything there and try to correct everything back... Best of luck, Syaza! We all love you!

`Melissa, the only Indian girl in the class... Intelligent and loves to teach others [unlike Heknes lolzzz =,=] I like her... :)

`Eujee, she's my roomate... She always bring her Nikon camera and take photos for others... :)

`Myra, my roomate too... She's quite sensitive with others word actually... And... helpful..! :)

`Farra, she's a disciplined student and she has an Italic handwriting! Cool babe! XD

`YY, the only Chinese in the class and in the batch... It's ME! talkative, always feel sleepy and wake Ireeny up although she's feeling sleepy at the same time in the class... haha


That's why our class is special.... It's the only class that having 3 different races and 4 different religions student! Whoa!!! XD I love my classmates!!! muarkzz! Love you all!


This few days, I saw a lot of status in facebook about 'homework'...
Ok, I'm glad that I'd forced myself to finish up all my work in the early of December... :)
Everyone is like...

"OMG... 4 days left... should I give up?"
"Gosh... Who want to help me these?!"
"I need 1 more month for the handouts!!!"

C-R-A-Z-Y~~~

Ok... Of course they need help... Who can finish everything up within a week? Can't even me..XD
So, some of my besties called me up and checked what I'm putting my ass on...

"Hello, whatcha doing my friend? Are you in health? Erm... there's something..."

Then, I'll cut their sentence down...

"You wanna get my help in homework? haha... I knew it babe... What's that? just tell me!"

Then.... I'll get a LOT of 'opportunity' next year to be cared and loved due to the helping hands I gave... :)
Guess what? [Who knows?! XD]
I'll wait and see how they treat me in the college... haha...

Ok... Things are packed I think... and I'm going to say farewell to my bed... my room... my parents... my sweet, sweet home...

I love you, Daddy and Mummy! <3>

After finishing the chapter of 'Nutrition',
I walked out from my room to breath in fresh air...
Tension released.

Mummy was washing Daddy's car...
Yea... a LOT of dirt...
Auntie KC [she came for house-cleaning once a week] was gone.
A dust-free house was left behind her...
Thanks Auntie KC :)

YY : Mummy, can I sit here? [pointing the chess-liked, black and white floor]

Mummy : Ya, it's clean... [She seemed to focus on Daddy's car =,=]

As I sat down...
A strange feeling rooted in my heart...

Long long long time ago...
About 13-15 years ago...
A 2-or-3-year-old little girl always sat on the floor where I was sitting on it..
She followed bugs or insects crawling on the floor...
She rode on her little bicycle with 2 extra wheel behind on that floor...
She cried like a baby in the house [she was locked] as her Mummy was doing cleaning on that floor for her to play on that floor like usual... :)
I missed that moment... very much...:'(

Time flies... I'm going to be 17 years old next year...
I'm no longer live in my sweet sweet home everyday...
I'm no longer the little girl without any pressure and just finding bugs on the floor...
I'm no longer the one who can eat Mummy dishes everyday...
I'm no longer to be with SuperBro and Jay everyday and quarrel with them...
I'm no longer the sister who always bully Jay... and laugh at Jay when she's crying...
I'm no longer a little girl...

Long, long time ago, Mummy always used to tell us [SuperBro, Jay and YY] a powerful sentence as I still remember till today...

"Go ahead! Go ahead! Fight with your sister! You won't have the chance after a few years!"

Mummy's words work...
SuperBro left home when he was in Form4 [Year 2005], when I was in 11.
Jay left home when she was in Form4 [Year 2008], when I was in 14.
I was left alone that time...
Yea, there's Daddy and Mummy with me...
But I could burst into tears,
every time I sent them out of the gate of our home,
hugging them, and watching Mummy's car left the house to their hostel...
I miss them a lot... :'(

Lastly, I left home this year [Form4, Year 2010]...
I left Daddy and Mummy alone finally...
And it's a totally different life experience for me...
I thought I won't be homesick after entering the boarding school...
But sometimes, I would cried like a baby after Mummy or Daddy encouraged me and gave me strength through the phone... I do miss them a lot... :'(
I looked strong physically, but I'm a soft-boned though...


YY : Mummy, can I be a nutitionist?
[ok, I said that just because I'd just finished the 'Nutrition' chapter...=,=]

Mummy : (still washing the car) You do hate Biology right?

YY : I'd just finished the chapter of 'Nutrition' actually :)

Mummy : Interested in Architecture? It's totally excluded Bio in it...

YY : (thought of someone who studying this course...=,=)....... #silence#

Mummy : It's better than lawyer I think... You may like it... Let Mummy set the ambition for you... You are the only one who don't have own ambitions among the siblings... Mummy decided for you already... You just follow... k?

YY : Hah?! How can others help me to decide?

Mummy : You choosed not to decide yourself?

YY : .......#silence#........


I'm not an ambitious person...
But I will not prefer to become a doctor like superBro and Jay...
Bio is not my cup of tea! I just wish I could get a simple A for it...

Ya... I'm no longer the little girl who play with lizards and froggie...
I'm the girl who should have a dream to fly... :)

*Gosh... I miss them a lot... :(*

*Memories... deep inside my heart...*

Actually the kimchi recipe appears SUDDENLY on my laptop screen.
Here's the story goes........

I'm studying in MARA Junior Science College.
For your acknowledge,
every Form 4 students has to complete a SEM(School Enrichment Project).
We have to find a topic and do a complete study on the topic we have chosen.
Alright, after a long long time, I'd decided to do about 'Homemade Enzymes' with my teammate. Ok, I'm not going to post her name here...
I'm quite disappointed with her actually.
She's enjoying her vacation here and there and did nothing for the project.
Even the topic was given by my Mummy. *huh...=,=*
Alright, alright... this is an immoral action for talking bout her gossip here... [I apologized... >,<] Therefore, I searched for 'Enzyme cleaner' and 'Healthy Fruit Enzymes' from the web...
Ahah... I found it and I saved before I shut the laptop down.

One day, I accompanied Mummy to the wet market. [Yea... damn wet and smelly =,=]
Mummy was like memorizing some ingredients she wanna buy.
And she told me... she found a recipe from the web and wanna have a try...
Yea... as you guess... she found it ACCIDENTALLY from the tab I'd saved before I shut down...

This holiday, I found that Mummy was definitely different with her 'past tense'...
Maybe it's because I'd been long time didn't go back home and...
She made me surprising! :)
She started facebook-ing, asking me how to send e-mail to others, asking me to teach her how to chat with others, asking me this and that about Internet...
It's a good start :)
She's starting to discover the world of teens!
[one of her purposes is to monitoring me at fb actually...=,=]


Anyway, back to our topic... During the process of making kimchi, Mummy gave me a few moment of silence...

Scene 1:

#Mummy is blending the ingredients while I am taking photos.

Mummy : OMG!
YY : What?
Mummy : The pear and apple!
YY : What's wrong with the pear and apple?
Mummy : Can you please help me to print out the recipe from the web?
YY : What? You haven't read the recipe and just get started?!

# First silence... and the sound of printer followed...


Scene 2:

Mummy : Alright, we can start to mix them up now!
YY : Mum! Wear the gloves!
Mummy : It's easier without gloves!
YY : Mum, it's stated in the recipe as the reminder!
Mummy : Ignore it!

# Second silence...


Scene 3:

# Mummy is mixing up the ingredients while I'm taking photos...

Mummy : How if Mummy's kimchi fail?
YY : Huh? We will still finish it up... =,=
Mummy : Why don't just dispose it? It's just about RM5-7...

# Third silence....


Yeah, if we buy kimchi at ordinary supermarket...
It does having a damn high price in low quantity...
For the homemade kimchi... It's dirt cheap!

I have a cousin, who started admiring TVXQ [we all know what's that right? =,=]
And she started searching for Korean food after admiring her 'husbands'...
[lolz... She did called them like that...=,=]
Mummy sent some [like the container for 'taufu far'] kimchi to her...
She's damn excited...=,= lolz...

Ok, today I'm going to share a simple recipe...
That's it! The Korean food ------ KIMCHI!!!
It's a bit like ulam i think... hmm...
Everyone thought Kimchi's recipe must be complex one...
But definitely no! It's just as simple as ABC and 123... hoho...

Ok... Let's see...

What we need is :
` 1 large Chinese or Napa Cabbage [a.k.a. 'Wong Nga Pak' XD]
` Some Chinese radish
` a bunch of green onions
` 2 whole bulbs of garlics
` 2 thumb sizes of ginger [euw.. I don't like its smell actually...]
` 4 medium onions
` 1 yellow pear
` 1 Fuji Apple [the 'Fuji' labeling is not necessary actually, haha XD]
` 1 packet of Baba's Pure Chili Powder [err... chili powder i mean... XD]
` About 1/2 cup of Soy sauce [can also be replaced by fish sauce accordingly]
` About 1/3 cup of Sugar [can also be replaced by honey accordingly]

I hope I didn't miss up any ingredients above...XD

First, we need to wash the cabbage and cut into preferred sizes. Sink it in a salt solution [5 litre of water and about 150 g of salt] for 3 hours...

*We can see the 'wong nga pak' floating after 3 hours...*

Remove the cabbage from the solution and rinse it with water... twice or thrice...
[just wanna remove the salt solution...]

*Mummy said it's better to place it like this after rinsing with water...*

Alright... put aside the cabbage for a while...

Next, focus on the radish and and green onions...
Cut into 1- inch lengths or other shape accordingly...

*Slices of radish and green onions*

Next... set up your blender for the garlic, ginger and onions and following ingredients...

*Tadaa... apple and pear... *



*Tadaa.... Baba's Pure Chili Powder...*

Yup... blend the garlic, ginger, onions, apple and pear [make sure the apple and pear are peeled, seeded and cut into chunks] and of course with soy sauce, sugar and Baba's Pure Chili Powder...

The chili powder, soy sauce and the sugar can be adjusted accordingly...
It's up to you! :)

*Blended ingredients... *

Blend everything finely and pour into the container containing Chinese cabbage, radish and green onions...

Alright, we are ready to mix them up! :D

*Mix everything thoroughly in a large container... *

We are almost done!
Leave the Kimchi (covered) overnight in a warm place (not the fridge...=,=) for the fermentation...

*covered Kimchi... :) *

Reminder :
` Wear gloves when mixing the ingredients! It's to protect your hands form the spicy chili...
[Ya... I know... The hand is ungloved in the pic... That's my stubborn Mummy... =,=]
` It is better to put the Kimchi into an airtight container and refrigerate as the Kimchi gives out strong smell, which may affect the other food in the fridge...



The Kimchi will become more sour and the flavor will improve as the days go by... :)
It can be consumed just like that!
It's also delicious when eaten with hot-cooked rice, with noodles, or cook some meat with it! Yummy~ :)

Hope you like it...!


P/S : credits to the brilliant homemaker blog... Click HERE to know more!
[Brilliant recipes in that blog... visit it often... :)]

Seems like I'm going to end up my 2-months holiday and back to the school.
Before the holiday, all the student got a 'packet' of 'holiday gift' from the beloved teachers...
I'd counted... there is 10 subjects altogether...
And I'd given myself an aim...
I gotta finish all the work asap so that I have spare time for this...

Tadaa... that's it... my favourite biology...



*Biology is life... *

We are informed that a diagnostic test will be held on January 2011,
and all the Form4 syllabus will come out in the test...
I got an unfavourable grade in last sem in bio...

This annoyed every one including Mummy...
I know she'll be sad for that...


Let's see, superBro is going to become a doctor in few years...
Jay is going to take her favourite course, Medicine...=,=

[ALL BIOLOGY!!!]


so... how can I don't perform well in that...?!
It's a shame... [>,<]
But the fact is, I can't handle it well unlike other subjects!
I got good grades in every subjects... [EXCEPT Biology...]
My goodness...



As a conclusion... I gotta work on my ass and beat bio down!
I wanna make Daddy and Mummy to be proud of me!
So, that's the plan...
1 Day 1 Chapt!

It's in progress... I need 1 more week to complete my HUGE plan...
So... wish me luck! XD

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long...

I won't give up!
Bio, I gotta beat you down!

Ok ok... this will be my very first post here...
This will be a great challenge for me as I decided blogging in English!
GoD blessed... there'll no any grammar or spelling mistakes...
If there is, please kindly remind me... [Blog more, Learn more] :)
*It's the MILO ads slogan... Play more, Learn more... hehe... =,=*

I do hope i can improve my English with such way then...:)
Unlike those who have broken English skill but still wanna show everyone that they do blogging in English by translating their article from Chinese into English using Google translate [fake =,=]

Hello, even the one who can only read English well [not write... totally diff k...] can sense it!
No one will blame you if you do blogging in Chinese...=,=
alright... alright... the moral value of the story is...
DO NOT SHOW OFF... :P

Ok... back to the main point...
We all know that every one has 5 senses...
[provided they are not lucky enough to be either blind or deaf... :-( ]
How come 7th sense?!
That's right... it's the 7th sense that made the Homo sapiens sp. to 'transformed' into Homo Imaginative Sapiens!!!
Our seventh sense in the 'imagination'!
it helps one to climb from a simple villa to the peak of mountain... :)

I love imagine...
And that's why the blog named... :)
I'm going to share all my feelings, imaginations, and of course, my life journey here...

Get set, GO~ *weeeee~*


P/S: Click here to know more about our seventh sense! yeayy~!